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I like to play mini-golf…does that count?
I’m back, bitches!!! Ready for a long read?
First and foremost, 3 weeks from tomorrow, I’m getting on a plane for Los Angeles. I wonder if they’d change my round-trip ticket to one way? Because as much as I hate flying — and I mean I HATE it, I’m the girl who grips the seat and cries — I have got to get out of here. Just not sure a week is going to be enough time to destress.
Speaking of destressing, I’ve literally forgotten how to do it. I get home from work and if I’m not having to go somewhere else (which is rare), I spend most of the evening stressing and worrying about work. And lots of times it’s not even about *work* itself, but the shitty, petty, high school girl drama that has been going down lately. I basically only have one friend at work anymore — nobody else seems to like the way I do things or want to work with me on anything. Whenever there’s a new crisis, I always take it personally, when really what I need to do is take a fucking step back and realize I’m at work to 1) help kids, and 2) get paid…but I’m not there to make friends. That’s hard for me because I just have the personality that I want everyone to like me. But I have really been butting heads with a couple of girls in particular lately, and I’m just done. It’s not worth the stress and worrying. Unfortunately, one of them also wants to micro-manage everything I do, so…sigh.
As of two weeks ago, my mom is cancer-free. This is good news and I’m really happy for her, but it opens up another whole can of worms as to when I’m going to go see her. It will require money for another plane ticket and at *least* 3-4 days off work, and truth be told, I’d rather use my limited days off for something more fun than that…because once I get down there, we do nothing but fight. I would rather just go somewhere and see a show and drink and be merry. Truth is harsh, but there it is.
Why can’t everyone just get along? lol.
Oh and sleep. FUCKING SLEEP eludes me!! I’m down to 4 Ambien pills in my sad little bottle (which I am rationing and saving!) and I can’t get the nerve to ask my doctor for any more because I’m pretty sure she thinks I’m a drug addict since I was originally supposed to take them for 2 weeks…that was in 2008 and I haven’t looked back. So I’m trying to quit…melatonin is helping some nights, and there are other nights that I just stare at the ceiling for 2, 3, 4…sometimes 7 hours, because I can’t turn my brain off. It doesn’t help that I’ve been working almost every Saturday and that once a week or so I have to get up at about 4:30 am to travel for work. Just throws the whole schedule off.
All of my southern friends are getting snow days off from work. I’m just wondering what that feels like. I’ll be digging out my car and driving in tomorrow and the next day. We don’t even close when it’s declared a state of emergency.
I HOPE OUR BOSS PROVES ME WRONG THIS TIME. But it’s doubtful lol.
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Awww, thanks love!! Better late answering than never, yes? :)
Woooo, football today!!!
My hubby has been summoned for jury duty. He appealed to get out of it and they said no. He has to go on Monday for selection. If he gets selected, it will fuck up our Baltimore trip. THIS IS NOT ACCEPTABLE. (Also, the letter from the judge is written in very poor English. It looks like one of those exercises in middle school English class where you correct the language of the business letter.)
He is going to try again on Monday to get out of it. Don’t they understand that the Saints and Ravens only play each other once every 4 years or so?! And only once every 8-ish years is it in Baltimore.
CROSS YOUR FINGERS.
Message me your bank account info along with your credit card numbers, 3 digit security code & expiration date and I’ll post in my status what I bought!!
Some pics I took on my porch last Saturday night. Can’t wait to see what this weekend has in store! /sarcasm
TUMBLR IS BACK.
Christmas vest. That is all.
I love Baltimore! haha! This is so awesome!
OMG I CAN’T EVEN…
This is beyond amazing.